well I'm bored....what's new? welcome to my life....man I've kinda missed writing on this thing...it's been quite a while, even though this time I don't really have a whole lot to write about:
1) April is the birthday month: Kelsey's 20th bday was on the 6, we had quite a good size party for her on the Friday where she eventually passed out, I'm thinkin that means it was a good party! but that's just me! THEN on the 28th I'll be celebrating my 21st bday!!! wooohooo! it's really sad though it doesn't even seem like it's my bday. I guess I've been anticipating it all year and now it's like ehhh whatever! hopefully I'll get more excited when it acutally comes, but right now it just seems like another day. I'm pretty sad that some people can't come to my bday party...tears! o well I guess I'll get over it, I still love them! Birthday Countdown clock: 10 Days 22Hours!
2) Today was Easter and I realized, not just the importance of what Jesus did on the cross for me of which I am eternally greatful, but also the importance of family! I wasn't able to go to Houston to see my immediate family but my gparents live in Ft. worth and I went to see them. At first my mom tried to guilt trip me into going to church with them and staying down there with them (which I had planned on going to lunch with them) but I didn't really want to go to church, I had planned on going to church up here. But when I woke up this morning and got ready to go to church it just didn't feel right going by myself. After 20 years of celebrating Easter with my family around me I guess I just didn't feel like this was the year I needed to start going on my own, so I ended up driving down there and surprising my gma at church. It was pretty awesome and I'm glad I did.
3) school's almost over and I'm torn between feelings, a) I'm excited b/c I'm not taking summer classes b/c I'm poor and so I'll just be working ALOT b) I'm sad b/c that means I have to write two long papers and I have no clue on what to write them on. Can anyone give me a topic for a history paper? Time period: from the Puritans to Abraham Lincoln. and it's really gotta be about writers and thinkers during this time period, I.E. Thomas Jefferson etc. I know it's gay but I have to do it to pass...yuck!
4) Relationships are gay! to many people get the wrong idea and they just think that I'm the right girl for them when I'm most definately NOT...why can't people just get the clue that you don't like them gosh, how many of "those" talks do you have to have? 3-4 is tooooooo many 1 should be enough! ughhh and why can't those people that you do like get the clue and figure it out...what does a girl have to do throw herself on you, b/c really I'm not up for that.....
5) like chris I have realized that friends are important! And although it's really sad that I have grow apart from some of them, I know that I've grow closer to alot!!! but I think the thing that I've realized the most is that although friends are a great and important part of life, they aren't the only part! focusing on yourself sometimes is also part of life, I think it's really necessary to keep yourself sane. I've invested so much on my friendships that time to myself has become nonexistant. i'm hoping that I can change that soon, don't worry I won't be taking time away from my beloved friends but I will be spending more time with myself hopefully I'll become more productive!
ok so I know that I said this wasn't going to be long and I'm sorry, I guess I had a lot to say and I'm starting to think that what ALL my friends say is true: I talk to much! oooo well....anywase love to you all! Happy Easter! xoxoxoxo | 
